Tonight I am spending the time over at peers. 🙂 They opened my eyes to what I had been noticing for years, and not to mention that I am absolutely tipsy while writing this. I had been used intelligently, well that is what I have noticed. I told them the things that I had been concerned about, got angered about etc… and they (are married) pointed out to me that it wasn’t my problem, that I was right for getting angry. Also they hung out with both of us before and they realized that he never really wanted to be around, and seemed nonchalant about me being happy . They were absolutely shocked that I cooked for him everyday because they said not even they do that lol – and they are married. I am truly so happy that all this happened because there was a reason for it. I am wondering if it’s God’s way of telling me something or maybe it’s my brother’s (well I dont know… I am not one to believe in things). I know that even in his life my brother wanted us to be happy and looked us for us, was protective. I really think that everything will be great. Also, this place is really nice 🙂 I am happy that I came over and I had a great dinner (yummy!). I do have a purpose and I am going to focus on my humanitarian things from now on. 🙂 ^.^