So today, I dressed up really cute and went off to work and actually responded to hooting and hollering on the street however, that is the last time I’ll do that – I keep forgetting that there are crazy people in NYC. Plus, I love myself, no one is better for me than – me. I think now is a good time that this has happened. I used to be the one who threatened to leave but never had the guts to or realized that it was too expensive only to realize hours, or days later, that whatever the issue happened to be was completely ridiculous. He did tell me that his friends thought that I wasn’t ready for a relationship, which could have been right the first time he met me or even last year but this year after I thought I understood who he was, I did fall in love deeply. Especially after my brother died, he was my rock I suppose. However, I was a little taken aback by the person who told him, “Maybe Jerlyn isn’t ready for someone like you, maybe if she dates 1 or 2 guys, then finds someone like you but not right now,” I simply laughed out loud at that one because this is someone who is pushing 30 and isn’t with someone. It’s sort of unbelievable because my friend’s reactions are, “WHHHAAAT!.” Lol, seriously I am a realist this is for the best, I dont think I can be with someone who seem to have so much to hide anyway. The next time you guys hear about my intimate life, I might be married.

I will miss our apartment the most *sigh.* I received some good quotes from people though, “when one door closes another one opens.” It’s also a perfect time to attract people who are exactly like me. Since I am definitely not looking and I dont think Alex and I met the right way, I figure the next person will appreciate me for who I am when they meet me the right way. I did learn a great deal from him and probably will remain his friend.

However, I get to move to Brooklyn (hello neighbors), closer to my non intimate friends.
*cross fingers*
I am still focusing on the same things in my life without missing a beat: My job, my art (yes knitting as well), writing ( i am finally going to get the chance to write my books!), and of course my recipe website.