I went out last night, and yes I got a rose! If you are my  close friend, you know how much I obsess about flowers. I love flowers, I love plants! So, someone gave me a rose :-). The last time I got flowers was on Valentines Day – I miss those times when Alex gave them to me. Last night, my friend told me about men and their choices etc. I think it’s great that I get advice from various people. Alex and I hung out today, he seem very sad because the apartment he was supposed to get fell through. So we went together to look at places. I understand why he may be in limbo like I am. He said he was going to propose to me while we were together (well he admitted last night when I got home). This is a little scary to me, I’ll admit. I remember from a Marriages & Families Class that I took in College and the statistics that we read. The divorce rates among people my age (approx. 36.6%) and his (approx. 22.3%), our interracial relationship (approx. 41%) & our living together before we get married (approx. 63%). This all factor in our future sadly. So let’s just say, I know a lot of my friends are marrying right now and it might be good for them but for me: I’d rather see where I am going first. I told him, well, since we are both still young we can work on our goals still and since we are really good friends (and I read him like a book already haha) who knows what the future will bring. At least I think logically. Do you know how difficult it is to find someone who is just “nice” who you are attracted to, who is as motivated as you, goes to the gym like you do and doesn’t have short stubby fingersand a pot belly :-/ (this is probably going to make me sound shallow). Anyway, I am packing. I am sorry if I offended anyone by what I just said up there, but: many people can’t hep the people that they are attracted to and some people fall in love with some people they never expect (I’m also a realist as I’m logical).

Oh yah, the BBQ ribs, sazon rice and corn that you missed out on yesterday :-).