I move today, I am still up. I am really tired of running around trying to get things done so I am excited about getting into my new place. Lots of water, pairs of dedicated hands and ibuprofen. I should be sleeping but I am up. I had a rough day including my ex threatening me today, I won’t get into it but I am happy that someone was there to see how ridiculous it was. I am just happy that is over and that chapter of my life is closed. My new landlord is amazing and my previous landlady’s mother is really great now. She even kissed me good bye :-). I am going to give her my business card and such when I move. My new roommate is funny as hell and is excited that she will be paying less, I will be paying 200 more for happiness, which is well worth it. I already feel like there was a load lifted from my shoulders. Yesterday, I cleaned and I know that I am going to be super tired tomorrow so  starbucks or dunkin donuts for people who help 😀 yay! I did wish my ex and I ended on good terms but he’s in the past. I am seeing my future and it includes new things for me. I expect great things from my job, great things from my family and my new found faith :-). I am actually content with us not getting along because I think space is great. I hope he does well in whatever he does end up doing. I am also happy because his parents did send me a wonderful response to my email:

Jerlyn, Thank you for your email.  We are sorry that you and Alex are breaking up.  Appreciate all you have done for him.  And for Vicki as well.  I will remember the good times (e.g. baseball game, Thanksgiving) that we shared together. You are a very capable and accomplished young woman.  We wish you well. Dave and Judy

Which is funny because he insisted that I harassed them. Wow. I only sent them an email telling them what happened and wish their son good luck in everything because I refused to mend the relationship :-). I also think I am capable and accomplished 🙂 I did well so far and I have no idea what life has in store for me but I love challenges and we’ll see how I overcome them. I keep thinking that I should probably write a book one day about what occurred, or password protect it in a post. I am sure a lot of people feel this way when they break up from their first serious relationship… He was my first serious relationship (since I can’t count highschool :-/). I will cherish all the great memories and create new ones where he is non-existant. A new chapter begins today :-).

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