Happy Fourth of July!

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C’est moi. I am in our home office. Today, I put my dresser together so finally my clothes are not all over the floor! My room is actually pretty big, I assumed my bed would take it all but it definitely could fit another King Size bed in there. I forgot to take photos of my battle scars (scratches that I received while moving). I did so much heavy lifting and I haven’t been to the gym in weeks.

I bought a new tower today. It’s pretty sweet – no, not a mac! This was an HP Pavillion, it’s super hooked up and was only $500. I didn’t have 3 grand just lying around for a mac so I decided to keep it low budget since I purchased those Ikea things, paid my bills (cell, con ed, etc) and of course I want to keep investing ;-).

I also did my hair because I do not want to look like a mess tomorrow. I had a pretty crazy week but I had fun so finally I want to be a girlie girl again. Tomorrow(today) I am cooking for a group of people and I will be hanging with someone very dear to me. I wrote of him before. Thinking of him has made me distracted these past days – I needed that. It’s just the feeling of dependability, and thankfully he’s more mature. I’m still so not ready for a relationship. Is it ok to simply be “courted?

Well basically my dad gave me this advice today, “use your best judgement, follow your heart.” I will do with it as I please. I will follow my heart. I did tell him what occurred in all this “Alex-obsession-of-craigslist-personals-to-find-older-women-or-freaky-women-sh*t.” I did call Alex a douchebag. What he didn’t know was that I knew since April while he was trying to be “discreet” about meeting people because he assumed his relationship was boring – that was well before my brother died – I had deliberately started focusing on just me. He probably had those thoughts on his mind while I was away for the funeral and when I caught him again in another lie, he fessed up. I found out he also told people that I kept him from his women friends, I think he just needs to just suck it up and own his mistakes instead of blaming me. I’m a career woman, I do not have time to keep tabs on my bf’s lifestyle therefore that’s why he got away with doing things like he did. But enough bitterness on the audacity of this guy’s behavior. Well, I am following my heart it led me right to the arms of my good friends. I did let my dad know that I am doing great despite this. The two people in the relationship wasn’t on the same page. That’s normal these days.

So, with my new ventures… I will be asking questions and following my heart.

By the way, I have photos of my new baby sis but I won’t post her up because she’s too cute for you to see :-). By the way her name is Curlyn, not Kerlyn. Thank God. Still sounds similar but it’s just that I felt like I lost a part of myself when my dad spelt the name wrong in an email.

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